real summer begins

last night around 4AM, i finished my take home final and officially started my summer. no more need for this stress reduction technique!!! after i finished, i think there was still some frustration leftover (frustration with the final) that i wasn't completely happy or satisfied. i thought what could make me feel better... EGGS! i made myself some eggs and boy were they delicious. i felt a little better after that, but now that i've woken up and it's the next day, i still feel [not optimal]. now i'm starting to think it is no longer leftover frustration, but merely confusion. confusion about what i'm supposed to be doing with my time now. it's been a while since i haven't had the burden of school on me... i've always been having to do something or accomplish something (Ex. if school is in session, there's ALWAYS something to be studying for)... but now that... i don't... i feel weird... can i really just... play? am i really that... free? should i go out... and smell the roses? this is so new to me... but i'm sure i'll adjust quickly and juuust fine :)